A letter I would right to Nelson Mandela in a Response to his famous quote.

It saddens me to report that my business opportunity has turned me down in permitting me to be and associate to them.  Even though I cannot earn anything through them, I must still have faith in the good karma of this world and will still support their services, even if I am going to be force to drop those same services myself if my own financial future cannot be changed or fixes.  See for yourself Prepaid Legal solutions and learn to discover a service that should be right for you. Money right now and an oppressing evil to me, and right now I am just not feeling the independence of this country like I probably should be feeling.  Wish me the best of luck.  —-> Viodragon.

There is great power that lies within great imagination.

This ego fed world wants to kill this sensation.

Know what you want leaders of disrespect.

I refuse to be your outlet to vent.

 

Because I fight against stereotype.

My life is my own to own.

Or so I hoped.

 

 

“Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small does not serve the world. There is nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won’t feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It’s not just in some of us; it’s in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we are liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.“

–Nelson Mandela

Dear Nelson Mandela:

 

            I know deep inside I have agreed and chosen what it is you have preached, I am more afraid I have chosen this path alone, and no on agrees with me that I am someone who deserves success and to be a leader through example.

 

            I am haunted greatly by the words, “I’m not allowed.”  There seems to be no business that will support me, no work that will let me earn my living, and barely no love to take to my side.  My fear is only heighten by the permission basis of the world I am entrapped in.  When not permitted to do anything and everything, what are my own rights and who do I point my finger at for those who ignored my good intentions to begin with?

 

            I am but torn into two.  The side of me that wants nothing but positive hopeful success, and the side of me that is everything else not of my control.  I have no sense of security.  A number, and many lacking of this number we call money, has enslaved me to a life I am not affording to live.  Every opportunity to remove my dilemma is being denied to me.  Being told no. 

 

            Who are they who keep depriving me of what I deserve to be in this world?  Who are they to keep me held to some stereotype standard I refuse to live up to?  Who are they to suffocate and drown me in this sea of life and not let me overcome this wall of a boundary that is now my plague in life?  Who are they to tell me I don’t deserve to live and be successful, to only continue to feed on some other individual out there to do the exact same thing?

 

            Who are they to be trying to destroy me with passive resistance and making me a passive victim of society?  I chose to succeed Mr. Mandela.  I chose to lead by positive example.  I chose to preserve freedom.  I chose to preserve humanity.  I somehow chose this alone and feel the weighted burden of what that means.

 

            If we are indeed united we stand and divided we fall, why do we conjure up so many ways to divide and individual?  If we are all about do unto others as we want others to undo to us, why do we all chose things that are not want we want done to us but will do greatly harm wise to others?

 

            Is it only a matter of time with how this world victimizes me only victimize everyone?  How do I battle this evil and reign supreme over it once in for all then? 

 

            When does the good karma train roll around to finally let me do what is finally right for me?  I do not fear life.  I fear never being allowed to live.  I no longer know what to do and where to turn.  There have been too many no’s said to me and too many failure attempts to make sure my life will not be one for doom.

 

            I don’t deserve this fear Mr. Mandela.  I also don’t deserve everyone keeping me locked in to such fear either.  Who are they, to tell me, to not follow your example?  Which only leave me to this, who will be the one who does say yes to me, and let me grow beyond growth, and lead by living example of what I have always been, a positive supporter of life itself? 

 

            Who will finally break me away from this “I’m not allowed” pain.  Who will help put and end to my worst barrier in life of all times?  Who will stop me from doing everything, and being what I no longer to ever care to be; alone?  

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