May our good truth set us free.

So here is my business which needs to pull in money for me.

www.violatorsworld.com Must be 18 and over to view. This site has web cams, adult theater options, and a web store for adult toys for your convenience which will save you the embarrassment of buying them at a store. This is my first business up and running that needs to start working for me.

www.900profits.com/adult/98122 which is just adult cams. Must be 18 and over only as well.  Supported by cams.com apparently. With this is two adult numbers to dial. 1-900-486-9700 for 4.99/minute and you can call 1-888-689-3999 for 1.99 to 3.99 a minute. I can rename this site to something a little more appropriate and better once it pulls me in revenue. Both numbers are a 5 in 1 adult hot line. From chatting with ladies, one on one or two on one, to a dating hot line to finding someone in your local area.

 

 

I did this before and say it again, above is how I am trying to get my hard earn money to work for me.  Below is just the dire hard truth on who I am as a person.  There are just that many mountaineous layers of wrongs piled up.  I just choose to clean up these wrongs one piece at a time if I have to.  Sometimes bad things happen to even the best people, and the best people around just aren’t getting their just dessert rewards.  This is our new reality.  The karma train will roll around soon enough, just who knows when?  We will see that day.  —–> Viodragon.

Last Night’s Most Die Hard Importance.

 

            This is a personal blog which will fit into my blog format.  I will be fair in leaving out proper names to protect the innocent.  I’ll walk through the personal events of last night, then myself, and where life goes on from here.

 

            I attended a friend’s party.  They had some costume theme, wear your trash.  I found this odd and bazaar myself, but it was being done in the literal sense.  One of the main b-day people wore something quite elaborate in the trash wearing sense, basically only underwear or doing that Madonna cone on the breast thing back in the day.  Being a tad bit exhibitionist and not really caring, another male friend of mine didn’t know how to take this.

 

            I spent the last bit of the party talking to him to help calm him down.  We are both in the same boat of being single, not having the money we really need in life, he was feeling the no money, no girlfriend blues and she were just doing something he grew too subconscious of.  Long story short, we are just both good men who seek to just do thing right.  We are only human and he was battling his feelings of the typical perverted idea vs. preferring to love for all the right and correct reasons.  This sit down talk took a while.  Even brought some truth in me out.  But that is what I am all about, being there for others. 

 

            Not every man out there is an asshole who thinks only with their dicks.  Sometimes good folk such as us just don’t feel the karma rolling around our way like we should.  I did calm him down and decided to finally leave the party, which only had the food of chips and dip and water ice.  I had to get something more solid in me and went to my new favorite club hangout, where my own possible future love interest works.  Yes, my night story does continue.

 

            I hung back mostly because I more preferred to eat and just relax a little.  I did say hello to her and talked for a little bit.  Hoping for some feedback from herself, since I also wanted a females perspective of what did occur.  It did take me just a bit to get my second drink with the two drink minimum, but I did explain why I wanted to wait and the waitress thought that was smart and agreed.  Well, during my brief stay here, someone knew my face from my criminal stipulation and just blurted out some hate as he left himself.  Just stupidity out of him and nothing came of it.  Still, I didn’t really need the crap, which only ties into my earlier being there event.  Someone else knew me from my high school days and said hello to him for just a tad as well.  But I did get to spend a little time with my new found positive happiness in life, at the very least good friend for life as far as I am concern.  I only pray that it can be more.

 

            Those are the physical events of last night.  Now for the deep truthful meaning of it all.

 

            While talking to my friend it dawned on me how many people out there just suffer just because they don’t want to be taken the wrong way.  I know for a fact I have this problem.  I grew up having this trouble practically.  In our own heads and in our own world, we know for ourselves what and who we are as people.  We question ourselves greatly.  Why is this life important event not happening?  Why are good people being so single?  When will see the good karma reward this?  I will not surprise me one bit that millions of people suffer with the doubts that were created the many who already make life harsher to deal with. 

 

            We could blame economy, current politics, lack of thought and consideration, lack of care and/or love; it all does not change the fact we are all still human.  The small club incident only reinforces this belief in me.

 

            I am man enough to admit that 7 years ago I did something I had no business doing.  I had to learn the hard way some truths that just were not made clear to me.  Simply put, my only crime was trying to purchase something I had no business trying to by online.  Sting operation, entrapment, at this point it just don’t matter.  I cannot erase this era of my life.  I will also let you all know this.

 

            I am even more man enough to have a will power now to do something about it.  This era is becoming an era hell bent on screwing people over.  There are literally that many levels of scam, that many levels of scandal, than many labels to spin our heads over, too many facts to be on top of, and too many things in life becoming rights or privilege basis.  The list just keeps growing.  As for those who can’t keep up, they get left behind, make a mistake, and left too unattended to even regain ground once more.  This is why I do these blogs.

 

            Sure my record is keeping me from getting full time work once again.  Sure I and stuck being at the mercy of those who choose to forgive over hate.  I also know every single one of us can too easily be a victim in this situation.  I know I am far from alone in all of this.  Also, I personally have yet to ever meet anyone who is only one portion of their life over their whole entire lifespan.  Here are the bottom lines.

 

            It is still my right, privilege, and even civil duty to remain a good person.  I can’t sit here and care about a few seconds of your life over your entire lifespan.  I am sure every single person out there has something they are trying to overcome.  Some of us are substance dependent, some of us are sex driven and no one helping to drive sex properly, some of us are hell bent on having to hate someone or something.  Now we are piling vices on top of vices and trying to demand it justice.  I also know my sins are nothing compare to the sins that truly go on into this world.

 

            So from not every crime is law punish, to people being law punish for crimes not committed by them; from the good people fighting to keep their goodness to the asses in life trying to ruin it for everyone; from those who just don’t accept the truth in life to those purposely using the truth in life for destruction purposes; my life, just as your own life, is solely your own for control.

 

            I did not sign away my civil rights.  I am still protected by law in worst case scenario.  I can’t play the god parent to every possible individual that exist.  We will all have our right and wrong moments in life.  Some things will work, some things won’t.  Every person has something to overcome and to prove.  I may have been in the wrong back then, but I also know how much I grew from it as well.  That event was something that had to happen to me.

 

            Ask these questions instead.  Why do we need to go through hell to find our way to heaven?  Why must it take a sacrifice of the good or the innocent to make changes to the real evil and guilty in life?  Why do we keep allowing those who prefer to live the good life to suffer and not be rewarded with the goodness they choose to exercise?  Money just doesn’t buy love, happiness, or purity of spirit.  Only rising above the evil influences of this world gets us that.  It is a little sad that I must admit that there are influences beyond drugs that everyone must rise above.

 

            Hate, greed, crime, abuse, manipulation; making everything a permission, privilege or right; attacking a person’s whole entire goodness with whatever ounce of evil that gets thrown their way. 

 

            I did write another poem out of last night’s events.  I’ll share that later this evening.  Everything has their reasoning and lesson behind it.  I fight daily to remain the best and good person that I am and that I am meant to be.  Sure I won’t please all the people all of the time, but I will at least try to hit most of the people most of the time.  I made the conscious decision to care.  Something else that seems to be dying out in our society due to the news media, the hype and popularity of lack luster living.  This is our new modern reality.  Adapt or suffer.  I’m tried of suffering so now I’m fighting to adapt once more and make whatever personal changes, reasonably, to get me to that next level in life.

 

            Anybody can hate and just not care.  Real people will not fear stepping up to the plate to be there for others.  Why should I not share what die hard truths that I know and discovered to help keep you all from falling into the same traps?  We all reserve the right to preserve our humanity and speak up with any and every event going on that does attack our humanity.

 

            In my poem, I mention plenty of times through the end of it, we will see that day.  Don’t give up fighting the good fight.  Be good, be strong and be safe.  May we all find the peace we seek in all of our needs, wants, and desires that should be accomplish in this modern society standards of ours.

 

            Remember, we will see that day.

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